http://stickman.i2p/posts/youre-a-bunch-of-weirdos.html
A cryptic confession of someone teetering on the edge of sanity and total mental collapse. This shouldn't surprise me, and it doesn't. This is the place to post such things.
That being said I'm still going to think you've either huffed too much paint and watched one too many Peertube videos OR really need to go touch grass, make some real human connections, and get some help before you end up the next Elliot Rodger.