http://aromantic.i2p/What-even-is-sex.html
I wouldn't even say that I would have wanted to masturbate
in this situation as it grew very well beyond just something regarding the genitals(Or it's just me, still having no idea what to do with them).
While I normally, besides feeling a bit unsafe, don't mind being alone for a short amount of time,
I did feel like the loneliness was eating me, and slowly depriving me of something that could be.